@ 7:15 PM

Today is my last day kaja before cuti. :D Feel sikit-sikit ok lah dari kmarin and the day before. But, maseh ku kanang tu. Nda dapat ku lupa. Kata C,LOVE make use of cuti ku ani to end the nitemare and open a new story. Insha, allah. Cuti ku ani I want to spend more time with my families, lepak-ing, movie-ing, cookin', exercise, watch dvd's.. Whoaaa.. I wishh!

Tadi before ku balek sampai ku bercakap sama c,Azim. Pasal since hari atu nda ku berapa bercakap d,ofiz jua. Ksian ku jua kan d,orang. Last tah c,Azim join group kami ni. Ia dapat keraja baru sebagai Kerani di Kementerian Pendidikan. Best of Luck to you and jangan gauk-gauk and rembember penipuan ada dimana-mana. hahahaha :D

And... Thank to Faiz yang m,nonimated blog ku yang nda sebarapa ani for creative bloggers. Really appreciate it.I will post nanti siapa yang ku pilih. :D

Ermm.. last but not least. thanx for chill kan aku jua.. thanks for da thoughts guys and jimm ;). Eh.. skadar jua aku ani ah. Banyak cakap. haha. Awuu wah.. Down brabis ku lately ani.. banyak kan ku fikirkan. But.. Enough lah.. Just leave it to me how to settle it down..

Malam ani insha,allah kami kan outings lagi k,padang ramai-ramai.. ;).

"LIFE IS CRUEL, SOMETIMES AIN'T IT, LIFE AIN'T EASY.. but ALL YOU GOTTA DO IS JUST CHILL.." *minjam skajap ah*

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@ 6:51 PM

Macam biasa craving kan sutun tutuks.. so aku minta bawa pelakian k,bandar. Slajur kami makan di gerai. Afta dat kan testing camera ku lagi. Mengambil a few shots. Ok lah tu :D

Nda sah rasanya aku kalau nda memakai effect Black & White :D

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@ 5:20 PM

Yesterday.. kids enjoy their public holiday and Wednesday Splash. hehe. Pasal my Grand Son Hakimi menyambut advance birthday nya. Suppose ia birthday 4th of August ani. Tapi mum nya celebrate awal, kira untuk families saja with simple makan-makan pasal ia kan celebrate d,skolah nanti.
Ani ada lah ku merakamkan aksi-aksi kanak-kanak kmarin. Yang 'bagak' nda ku mengambar. hehe

Angel of mine ;D

Miss Ameera & Mr Hakimi 'cucu' :D

Mr Fadhly

Mr Azrul

Mr Haiqal

Mr Fuad

Miss Nurin & Miss Azyan

Young Usher feat ..... :D

Enjoy banar d,orang kmarin. Pakal ganya ku kraja patang, mun nda join ku. Ani satu caranya melepas tension.. haha

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@ 5:19 PM

Firman Allah Subhanahu Wataala dalam Surah Al-Israa' ayat 1 yang tafsirnya :

"Maha Suci Allah yang telah menjalankan hamba-Nya (Muhammad Sallallahu Alaihi Wasallam) pada malam hari dari Masjidilharam di Mekah ke Masjidil Aqsa yang Kami berkati sekelilingnya untuk memperlihatkan kepadanya tanda-tanda kekuasaan dan kebesaran Kami. Sesungguhnya Allah jualah yang Maha Mendengar lagi Maha Mengetahui".

Peristiwa Israk dan Mikraj merupakan antara mukjizat terbesar Rasulullah Sallallahu Alaihi Wasallam selepas Al-Quran dan merupakan peristiwa agung dan mulia di mana Rasulullah Sallallahu Alaihi Wasallam telah diisrakkan dari Masjidilharam ke Masjidil Aqsa dan dari sana Baginda dimikrajkan ke langit. Seterusnya Baginda telah menyaksikan tanda-tanda kebesaran pemerintahan dan kekuasaan Allah Subhanahu Wataala. Dalam peristiwa Israk tersebut, Baginda Rasulullah Sallallahu Alaihi Wasallam telah diperlihatkan dengan berbagai-bagai kejadian dan peristiwa aneh yang menunjukkan keadaan perbuatan manusia berserta balasan yang bakal mereka terima. Ini adalah sebagai satu ujian kepada manusia terhadap keimanan dan ketakwaan mereka. Dengan demikian mudah-mudahan akan menambah lagi keimanan dan rasa takut untuk membuat kemungkaran.

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@ 1:22 PM

Imma sorry, still lack of post. Ders so many things happen lately ani. Tuduhan melulu, mana lagi malu didapan kawan-kawan dari kesalahan yang orang buat, tempias arh ku. Tabal mua ku. Yang lain tinggal ketawa. Ntah ah.. bangang ku maseh. Mana masalah lain..

Baik jua esok ku last keraja. kan cuti ku.. hopefully cuti ku approve. Baik tah ku menenangkan fikiran. Macam-macam sudah. Ada-ada saja yang menyakitkan. Nda ku tahu sama ada kesalahan yang ku sedar atau nda. Tapi.. so far.. bila ku mendangar explaination nya.. basar mulut ku tarus, "how come?" "yakan".. ntah ah. Sanang sja bah orang menempiaskan cakap ani ah.

Ntah ah buat atu salah, ani salah.. apa tah yang lurus nah. Malas ku kan mempost disini yang banarnya. Tapi sekadar kan b,share saja. Boleh lah orang m,judge kitani ani, tapi mun salah? Lagipun dalam hidup ani hati bukan sorang saja kan ku jaga, banyak bah. Banyak lagi kan difikirkan. Baik tah ku focus arah apa yang didapan mata ku, kerana terasa ku hari-hari ku ani makin tough, dugaan yang menguji iman ku. Cuba tabahkan hati. Nda dapat ku beritahu apa cukup tah ku katakan aku mesti ready FIZIKAL AND MENTALLY!

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@ 3:21 PM

Sumthin' happen tadi, yesterday and lately ani. Nda dapat ku buat disini, tapi cukup tah membuat hari-hari ku stress, bengang and frustrated. Eh.. banar eyh!

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@ 2:14 PM

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@ 10:19 AM

"Love isn't smiling during the good times; it's still holding hands during the bad times."

Anonymous

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@ 9:36 AM

Have a conversation with my best friend, LOVE yesterday at d,office. We talk about everyday life, family, relationship and everything. A few discussion. Glad dat selama ani crita kami bertamu, becoz some part ada yang sama kami mengalami.

It's good to have sumone who close to you and share the stories. People can understand your feelings. Even sumtymes ada yang merumitkan. Can't imagine how I feel when she leave the office nanti. My hope and pray.. ia dapat apa yang d,impikan selama ani. By struggle and patience. Memang payah kan mendapat apa-apa ani. When we want sumthin' payah kan mendapat tarus.. by luck. Dat's the way it is.. Just don't stop pray to God.. kerna IA MAHA MENDENGAR LAGI MAHA MENGETAHUI...

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@ 9:14 AM

But.. hujan turun dengan lebatnya. Hajat kan membawa my kids ksana bermain kira tarus ku kan ngambil a few shots. Jdi, kami round-round bandar saja last nite. Hampa lah.. tapi apa boleh buat.. mybe next time. Lepas atu singgah k,supermarket saja cuz my son mahu makan rambutans. Cari di pasar malam nda jua blureh, d,SKH Q-lap ndada.. at last di Hua Ho Qlap. Afta dat maka kami di Netzone cafe.

Nda sah rasanya kalau nda mengambar makanan.. hehe..

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@ 9:13 AM

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO MY SIS-IN LAW..

DOA SEMOGA DIKURNIAKAN BADAN SEHAT, PANJANG UMUR DAN DIMURAHKAN REZEKI...AMIN

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@ 5:59 PM

I care not so much what I am to others as what I am to myself. I will be rich by myself, and not by borrowing.

Michel De Montaigne

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@ 1:01 AM

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@ 11:49 PM

Something wrong with my chat-box today. Macam-macam sudah ulah ku maseh jua nda berubah. So..ku delete saja ia and ku tukar pakai flooble chat-box saja. To my friends or visitors.. sudi-sudi tah drop some comments and crita-crita.

Thank You.

Ok... till here then.. Nite-nite ;)

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@ 10:55 AM

Add a bit touch-up supaya ada feel.. ;D

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@ 10:22 AM

Heyaa~ just got a chance to cyber world lagi.. to check my emel and to do some updates. Kmarin skajap sja a2 pun connect via 3G sja. B,cuz kami baru ada chance tdo d,flat. Selama ani tempat singgah and menyasah saja. So, gue check blog through my handphone saja kmarin.

Still in a blank and lazy mood ni. Rasa kan mencuci kereta malas jua. Senang saja jawapnya.."ahh..sama jua hujan saja nda jua balek modal.. keke". To do his and that pun banyak yang bertangguh nda sesemangat dulu lagi. Parut pun nda berapa steady jua ni... means gue harus melupakan 'Teh tarek' buat sementara waktu dulu. Yatah..once battery charging then lapas atu flat bebalik. It's just that I'm still lost in da crowd ni.. yakan?? Lost, Im'ma lost.. and still try to recover and try to get maself back in track again.

So.. forget about that.. malam ani siuk ni ada tanglong and final tarek kalat kah.. If i'm not mistaken. Too bad gue nda dapat turut serta dan membawa anak-anak gue. Nah shift patang tia lagi.. back to 2 years ago... tanglong ani ngam kami shift malam jua. Kweng3. Alum rezeki lagi nah. So.. means gue and anak just spend our Saturday nite d,umah saja lah. Kalau ada sutung tutuk and kacang kuda siuk jua sambil duduk dapan tv.. kira ngambil feel. keke. Pelakian out-station jua ni diatas tuntutan kerja.. Yang siuk nya my ipar and anak buah itot ah. Uwaa...kami nda dapat itot. :p

Ok.. better gue stop disini before orang borenx mambaca post ku hari ani. Till here then. and be back later.. to prepare everything before gue kerja... tata ;)

"Some people think its holding on that makes one strong-sometimes it's letting go"

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@ 2:45 PM

“At the end of the day, there are some things you just can't help but talk about. Some things we just don't want to hear, and some things we say because we can't be silent any longer. Some things are more than what you say, they're what you do. Some things you say cause there's no other choice. Some things you keep to yourself. And not too often, but every now and then, some things simply speak for themselves”

Dr.Meredith Grey,
Grey’s Anatomy

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@ 1:39 AM

So.. baik ku crita ckit..

Gue sebenarnya happy.. hajat sudah sampai membali digital camera. Jenis CANON IXUS 80IS. Kan membali jenis SLR alum mampu. Camera ani pelakian membali d,KL. Murah sana RM999, package free TRIPOD, beg nya as well as 2GB Memory card. Disini aku m,cek d,QQ station price around $5++.

Masa ani maseh dalam tempoh pengenalan diri masing-masing. *haha lain sound nya* Kan spend time membaca buku nya, yang sebenar nya mbri malas kan membaca. Keke. Kan belajar settings nya apa. Adalah pandai sikit-sikit.

Well. aktiviti seterusnya.. jika ada kesempatan dan kelapangan, gue akan teruskan aktiviti mengambar sebagai hobi.. Insha,allah. Pasal bertambah lagi koleksi 'SENTIMENTAL VALUE' dalam handbeg ku ni.. ;)

" LESS IS MORE"

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@ 4:52 PM

“You learn to like someone when you find out what makes them laugh, but you can never truly love someone until you find out what makes them cry.”

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@ 3:22 PM

* Gambar ini gue hadiahkan khas untuk Jimmah :p

To be continue..

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@ 9:54 AM

*gosh! gotta do sumthin' to ma face n hair!*

Still in bengang mood and blank.. tak tahu nak cakap apa.. So.. here I post serba sedikit about me saja..

My real name Suryani. Im’ma simple person, quite and homely type woman. A wife, momma, daughter, grand daughter, aunty, and a friend. Kinda sensitive, have a sense of humor, loyar buruk and a physcho ;p. I love music, singing alone especially while i’m driving. Free time.. I love to hang-outs with my family and close frenzs and watch movies. Now..I love taking picture, to capture every moment and real life happen everyday and new to editing.. with my dear Nokia N73, but now I can havin’ fun taking picture with my new CANON IXUS 80IS .... But still in learning process.

A woman who have a dreams and wishes. Someone who keeps so many memories in her heart without sharing to someone even yang close with me. Only god knows.. Someone who loves all her personal belongings. A woman who fears what’s gonna happen next.

Experience a lot about life from I was a kid till now. I can say ‘what a life & that’s life’.. We know life is beautiful. But full of dugaan and cabaran yang menguji iman dan kesabaran. But we have to live with it.

Try to enjoy life and to be a better person esp with time management :p. Im’ma not perfect.But blessed.. surrounding by families and friends that I love.. sharing thoughts,up and down and wanna live till the end of my life with everyody that I love. They’re my greatest gift..

To live in a real world.. no hipokritasi.. and always believe that in life we should spend a day for ourself, relaxing our mind, body and soul. Far from everything.. without feeling guilty. Gosh..Still looking forward for that..

♥ANIH

“Perhaps our eyes need to be washed by our tears once in a while, so that we can see Life with a clearer view again.”

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@ 11:34 PM

"Be patient toward all that is unsolved in your heart and try to love the questions themselves. Live the questions now. Perhaps you will find them gradually, without noticing it, live along some distant day into the answer".

Rainer Maria Rilke

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@ 10:55 PM

Baru balek dari gerai perayaan d,bandar tadi. Baru tah ada kesempatan jua ni. Cuaca pun alhamdulillah. Tarus kan test my digital camera tdi jua. Alum berapa ku satisfy jua. Nda berapa tarang. Maybe pasal setting nya alum ngam jua tu bah. Mau duduk sehari membaca buku nya tu.

*using CANON IXUS 80IS*

Sampai disana, terjumpa my sis in law and my anak buah. So, kami jalan-jalan together lah. Ada bunga api jua skajap tdi. Yatah dalam kami diri-diri melihat bunga api tadi. Banyak photographer Brunei tadi. Yang ku kenal tadi atu c,Blind shutterz. Hehe. Usulnya tdi atu macam mengambar anak ku. If i'm not mistaken lah. Aku memerhatikan tadi, tapi nda jua ia kenal aku. Ngam tadi anak ku memegang pedang. hehe. How small Brunei is.

*makai my Nokia N73*

Lepas atu.. aktiviti seterusnya.. makan ler. hehe..

Makai digital camera CANON lagi. Nda berapa tarang ah. Settings alum ngam jua kali.

Bah... Jangan taisliur ah... keke.. ani makai Nokia N73 ku mengambar. Hehe.

Ok.. That's all for now.. eh mun lurus gambar anak ku. dapat ku minta tu. keke. Mun bukan.. bukan tah rezeki. :p

Gud nite everybody.. Sweet Dreams..

& a wilting flower left on the bench♥




@ 11:21 PM

"Once the realization is accepted that even between the closest human beings infinite distances continue, a wonderful living side by side can grow, if they succeed in loving the distance between them which makes it possible for each to see the other whole against the sky".

Rainer Maria Rilke

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@ 10:30 PM

Tapi kan.. kek kanapatan oleh ku. keke. Pasal masa pelakian mengambil aku balek kaja wit my kids, aku membuka bunit kerita kan menaruh payung then I saw a cake. Hehe, I said, "I think I saw sumthin' ".Kweng3.

Then my hubby bawa k,restoran Ayamku. Heran ku jua lama sudah nda ksana. Ktanya ia lapar and craving for crispy honey chicken. Sudah kami sampai disana, tergezut gue ada my mom, sis and bro d,sana. Hehe. Happy nya gue. *ani surprise banai-banai ku ni ah* Siuk jua lah tadi ah, walau simple tapi ia bermakna buat gue. Sudah tah baibun tadi suara kami panuh-panuh restoran. :D

' Make a wish'

Mau sleep early, tomolow shift pagi. I'm not feeling very well jua, since yesterday. Paning kuat and parut meragam. Yatah mendrive krita pun macam hang. Tadi d,opis mengantuk ku, mun sampai kwn ku bawa bercerita pun macam terabang rasa ku..

Nite-Nite & sweet dreams everybody. And to my dear.. thanx for da treat.. ;)

& a wilting flower left on the bench♥




@ 10:45 AM

Live performance by 'The Restless' @ Raziqin Studio, Jerudong Park @ 7.30 pm. Ticket will be available at Jerudong Park main entrance. $50, $80 and $100. More information log on to www.reckless-yadi.blogspot.com :p

Apakan?? eksen ku bah. LOL! Orytee.. to frens yang asking pasal photo edit atu, ani website nya.. www.photofunia.com . Yang m, introduce kami kawan my sis c,CLEO. Hehe, stangah hari jua kami krusus. Design nya pasang siap, just upload ur picture saja, kalau terpakai, save and DONE! keke.. enjoy ;)

We are new to edit-edit ani. Masa ani kami makai Photoscape. Adobe Photoshop atu ok pulang tapi macam, payah sikit. Kalau ada cegu tuisyen. keke. :P

CHEERS!

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@ 10:43 AM

It's four AM, I'm waking up to your perfume
Don't get up, I'll get through on my own
I don't know if I'm home
Or if I lost the way into your room
I'm spiraling into my doom
I'm feeling half alive
but I know one day
You and I will be free...

Half Alive
SecondHand Serenade

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@ 10:33 AM

How cum aku lupa ni.. same birthday date nya sama aku.

♥ HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO MY CUZEN.. EDAH YG KE 10 TAHUN ♥

DI DOAKAN SEMOGA PANJANG UMUR, BADAN SEHAT, DIMURAHKAN REZEKI DAN MENJADI ANAK YANG BAIK.. AMIN..

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@ 4:25 PM

Masa kami d,flat buat-buat menunggu bunga api. C,CLEO membawa camera nya. So apa lagi gue pinjam lerr. Saja mencuba. Tapi handle with care lah, fuhh~ mun apa-apa.. Habislah aku.. LOL! All tha picture captured by me, except kami makan beramai. Gambar beramai ato makai self-timer. Slahau jua bah kami ah. Picture camera ato makai Nokia N73 ku. keke.

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@ 10:00 AM

"There is in every true woman's heart, a spark of heavenly fire, which lies dormant in the broad daylight of prosperity, but which kindles up and beams and blazes in the dark hour of adversity.”

Washington Irving

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@ 9:46 AM

Happy ku, las nite my hubby greetings tepat 12am. Tadi subuh dear Jimm and dis morning my friends and families~

Wish I can blanja u all. D,opis karang mendangar lagi daham c,azim ni bebunyi ayam goreng. LOL! Slahau bah kami ah.

Well.. today seperti biasa, Monday hari yang boring and most people said ' I hate Monday'. Puncanya belum lagi dapat diketahui. haha. So, gue seperti biasa akan mem-bz kan diri dengan mencuci pakaian dan mencuci kereta gua yang kamah melampau! :p

Well~ Today is my day, tommorow pelakian balek belayar, hehe ngam jua ku shift patang.. means aku yang menyambut ia. huhu~

To me and to everybody..Hope everything goes well.. seperti yang diharap-harapkan. Amin..

Till here then, c ur guys later.

CHEERS ;)

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@ 9:45 AM

HAPPY 32ND BIRTHDAY TO MY SELF :D

SEMOGA GUE PANJANG UMUR, BADAN SEHAT, DIMURAHKAN REZEKI, BAHAGIA DISAMPING KELUARGA TERCINTA DAN YANG PENTING SEMUA KELUARGA GUE SIHAT WALAFIAT.. AMIN

"THAT'S THE GREATEST GIFT"

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@ 9:31 AM

Hehe.. another fun foto editing. Nda jua apa-apa perasan skajap. Siuk jua, ku pilih photos favourite ku. Ok.. for more info, refer to blog c,CLEO.

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@ 11:40 PM

Tadi aku terjaga lagi pukul 3 pagi ah. Dua malam sudah ni. Ntah eyh.. musim kali. haha. So aku membuang borenx, macam-macam ulah ku. membuat Teh ku apa, sambil mlayan minime, kucing my sis.

Pukul 5 lalu, cek MSN ada jimmah online so kami chatting lah sampai 6 lalu. Baru tah mengantuk mata ku. Pukul 7 pagi baru ku tidur balek. Tadi masa subuh ato kluar ku skajap mengambar.. mengambil feel subuh. hehe. Ok lah tu, using my Nokia N73 saja lerrr..

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@ 11:29 PM

Baru tah memegang lap top nah. Busy dari tadi. hehe. Hari ani berkempen bilek ku sama my mum. Tadi hajat hati kan mlihat bunga api, so kami k,flat lah wit my anak, my bro and sis. together sama c,CLEO. Hujan labat ah. Melihat dari jauh kami saja tadi. Lepak sja lah tadi d,flat. Lagipun lama sudah nda ku mlawat, sambil atu aku berkesempatan bermain sama toy boy c,CLEO DSLR Olympus E-410 nya. Hehe. Macam-macam ulah ku bergambar tadi sambil mebgambar d,orang jua. Siuk eyh.. tarang kali ah. Gilleerrr. Da Photos will update laterrr..

Parut kami berkeroncong jua, lagipun tadi makan junks food saja. So, balek tah kami k,rumah saja and menapau nasi katok mama. hehe. Siuk jua tadi makan d,dapur nini sambil beriuh. havoc jua ah. Then seperti biasa, b-wireless sambil meriuhkan rumah mama. keke.

Ok.. gtg now. Mau bawa my kids tidor~

Nite-nite CHEERS ;)

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@ 4:01 PM

Alum ada kesempatan berjalan kebandar perayaan. Last nite kata my friend ada fire works d,bandar. Eh rugi banai, mun kami d,flat nampak tuu~

Musim ani lagi cuaca nda menantu, panas hujan. Mencuci kereta pun ku malas. Tambah lagi masa ani musim orang damam. Worst lagi ada yang berdarah hidung. Walau pun sebelum ani alum pernah. Kuat panas tu. Kmarin my sis berdarah hidung nya. Tadi my friend, time handle pasengger lagi tu.

So what about me?? Imma not in a very good mood maseh and very lazy. Macam cuaca jua nda menantu. Sangal sudah ku britahu d,sini. Kalanguan saja orang membaca karang. Haha.

Eh.. nda terasa banar hari ke sehari ani nah.. ani nah kan malam tia, esok hari minggu, pejam-celik sbulan labih lagi kan Bulan ramadhan tia nah.. *sigh*. Eh ato kmudian mikirkan yang penting aku nda lagi sabar kan cuti and berehat with family.

Ok..Last but not least.. advice gue apa-apa ani kalau kan membuat sesuatu baik tah fikir dulu masak-masak, watir menyasal kemudian. Because we cannot turn back time kan meluruskan balik. Barang yang lepas, jadikan tah saja ia satu pengajaran and keep it as a history and sumber rujukan untuk kegunaan dimasa akan datang. Hahaha. Gosh! Life!

CHEERS!

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@ 8:07 AM

"Baikkan Yang Biasa...Biasakan Yang Baik"

Dr Fadzilah Kamsah

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@ 7:55 AM

Disini ko post another poems by Ak. Amilin. Hope ur guys like it. To Faiz ani nah. Ada lagi tapi ku save for hari lain hehe.

"Friendship is a heartily relation

It surpasses all definition

Hi and bye is today's trend

True friend is a Godsend

A superficial friend is an electromagnet

Whose feelings vanishes as the need end

True friend is a permanent magnet

Whose bond continues till our lives end

Ups are the times when new friends flock

During downs old and trust worthy stands like a rock

Prosperity brings them in large numbers

Hard times display their true colors

Love is blind but friendship has eyes

a true love can be short-lived but friendship never dies

Sacrificing and selfless nature

Makes a person a great friend of another

If you fail in love, you can at least be a friend

That is consolation we seek from the opposite end"

by Ak Amilin

Ok.. gue mahu kerja duluan.. hope u enjoy ur Saturday nite and ur weekend with family, ur love ones and friends.. ;)

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@ 11:19 PM

"Berkenalanlah dengan Allah pada waktu senang,
nescaya Allah akan kenal kepada engkau pada waktu susah.
Bemuafakatlah dengan diri anda sendiri sebagaimana anda
bermuafakat dengan kawan tatkala hendak menentukan arah tujuan.
Manusia yang pintar ialah manusia yang mengambil ikhtibar daripada sesuatu
dilihatnya dan menerima nasihat yang didengarnya.
Orang yang berakal tetapi tidak mempunyai adab, seumpama pahlawan yang tiada senjata.
Kecantikkan yang abadi ialah pada keelokkan adab dan ketinggian ilmu seseorang,
bukan pada wajah dan pakaiannya".

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@ 11:12 PM

Hari ani topic hangat d,opis. Punca dari sembahyang sama kematian. Then melarat-larat tia. Crita ani sensitif pulang. Tapi ku post lah disini to share.

Mengingati mati sunat hukum nya, tapi disamping ato mesti jua ada kesedaran. Yatah tadi d,opis ani macam forum tah kami pulang. Kami nda hipokrit, kami berterus terang tadi. Al-kisah ada lah yang bermasalah ani meraung, katanya biar tia ku mati cepat!! Apa ingat senang kah kan mati ani. Masalah kitani kan lepas begitu saja?? Jgn cmatu eyh.. Apa hal nya keluarga yang kitani yang maseh hidup ditinggalkan begitu saja dan yang paling menakutkan lagi urusan kitani sama Tuhan. Cukup kah sudah amalan kitani??

Terasa kami banyak berdosa. Tambah lagi balum banyak achievement kami. Membalas jasa indung kami, keluarga kami, bagi yang berkawen macam aku ani banyak lagi kan ku fikrkan, suami dan anak-anak lagi, hutang ku, saving alum ada, saving untuk masa depan anak-anak ku, rumah lagi. Tanggungjawab paling berat yatah ni mendidik anak ah. Supaya menjadi insan berguna dimasa akan datang. D,orang tah yang mendoakan kitani ni nanti. Even jasa ku arah nini sama indung ku pun alum cukup ku terbalas. Bukan ertinya kami nda bersyukur, tapi dari experience keluarga ku, sekeliling, kawan-kawan banyak kan difikirkan lagi. Keraja, macam-macam lah. Yang alum berkeraja tetap lain ceta nya. Bagi yang sudah berkeraja tetap lagi lain cetanya. Up and down ani kami share, yang sakit perit atu kami tanggung walau berat. Atu namanya dugaan Tuhan. Menguji kesabaran kitani.

Crita sal sembahyang ani. Mengaku kami jarang sembahyang. *Baik kami berterus-terang daripada mengaku sembahyang tapi....* Heran.. laung-laung bah azan d,masjid ah terutama tah azan Subuh tapi makin pulang menarik selimut. Tebuat keraja sama aktiviti menyubuh herannya hilang mengantuk ato bah. Didulukan tah pulang keraja dulu. Astaghfirullah. Tambah lagi puasa banyak yang alum kami ter Qada. Jangan tah yang baru-baru ani, apa hal nya yang dulu-dulu. Ada yang bercakap, “sedakah beras saja pulang ke baitulmal”. Lurus pulang tu tapi jangan mencari jalan mudah. Selagi badan kitani sehat ani baik tah berpuasa.

Sedar kami banyak dosa. Maseh banyak lagi kan diperbetulkan. Maseh banyak lagi kan difikirkan. Yang penting kami bersyukur setiap kali kami membuat kesilapan, Tuhan menyadarkan kami. Alhamdulillah..

Ajal maut ditangan Tuhan. Bila-bila masa saja kitani diambil nyawa. Tapi kami berdoa mudahan dipanjangkan umur. Amin...

& a wilting flower left on the bench♥




@ 1:28 PM

Siapa kan ni??

3 more days to reach 32! :D

& a wilting flower left on the bench♥




@ 12:54 PM

My mind is still blank.. ndada banyak kan ku post for da moment. Kan merehat kan my lappy jua, a bit lagging. Well..today, Friday.. like usual. Bangun pagi, gosok gigi, cuci muka~ prepare breakfast, cuci pakaian sambil chit-chat wit amah my grandma. Minta urut belakang ku jua, sakit ntah selahau bantal kah selahau tilam kah. Now still sakit eyh..

Orytee.. gtg now to prepare for lunch and get ready to work.

'IM'MA SO SICK, EXHAUSTED, BLANK, BLUR'

& a wilting flower left on the bench♥




@ 10:43 PM

Can't wait rasanya sudah aku kan cuti ni. Aku mengira dalam 15 hari lagi. Insha'allah.. I'm so exhausted and I need rest...

& a wilting flower left on the bench♥




@ 10:31 PM

......Thought I couldn't live without you

It's gonna hurt when it heals too

It'll all get better in time

And even though I really love you

I'm gonna smile cause I deserve to

It'll all get better in time

I couldn't turn on the TV

Without something there to remind me

Was it all that easy

To just put aside your feelings....

*Better in time*

& a wilting flower left on the bench♥




@ 6:00 PM

HAPPY 28TH BIRTHDAY TO AISAH

Wishing you a good health and happiness in life.
AMIN....

And CLEO, thanx for the goodies bag untuk anak gue. Hehe. Nak Lagi?? :D

& a wilting flower left on the bench♥




@ 11:02 AM

Yes, there is a recession out there in the economic environment and yes, there's no denying that times are tough. But can we all take a collective breath this day and remember that growth always occurs in cycles? Look at the greatest trees in the forest and count their rings, do you even know how many of them have continued their growth even when facing severe and debilitating drought. And yet they live on. Just like the waters that lap at the shore, every wave has a moment when it must flow back to the source before it can roll up to the shore once again. Ebb and flow, ebb and flow ... and in no where do I see the word 'fear!' Try hardest to honor the economic ebb and flow and, if your own tide has gone out, remember, it will return again. Don't fight against it and by all means, don't panic. If you stay in the flow (and put a water fountain somewhere in the East of your home) you will find that in the end you were able to keep your head above water and float safely to shore.
Warm Regards,Ellen Whitehurst

& a wilting flower left on the bench♥




@ 9:23 PM

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@ 5:40 PM

Petang ani macam biasa saja. Boring and lame macam selalu. Jadi aktiviti yang dilakukan adalah menyasah pakaian, mblogging and mlawat-lawat laman web. haha. Kan menunggu kawan ku online c, LOVE sama 'dear Jimmah' nda jua ada. :/ nah, sudah ku kan offline baru tah d,orang timbul. huhu~ Lenxxxx~~~ Jimmah~~~

Awuu lenx kans hujan tia lagi nah, berguruh temparik usulnya ni. Anak ku bibiran sudah minta bawa berjalan *Ku perhiasan-kan telinga ku saja lenx* hehe. Masa malam eve 15hb Julai, jarih ku kana hindik terajang oleh anak ku c,hakim sal mama nya mungkir janji. Malas kuu~. Aktiviti kami kan mliat Hell Boy pun alum sampai nah. Kali ani tia ;P

Nah sudah siap laundry ku, lapas menyanyi tadi sambil menyuci lantai jamban mama. Boleh tahan jua sora ku ato. *kalo masuk P2F gerenti juara. *julur sejuta kali* Ani kan memanyap bilik tamu mama, banyak harta karun berjurit pasal kapal TITANIC pacah. *nda lain hasil tangan dari crew-crew kapal yang tidak bertangungjawab*

Oryteee.. gtg now. Be back later, tommorow or..bila ada masa membuka laptop lagi. Kan menunggu pelakian kana intebiu live di Bulletin Sukan 7 malam ani.

Ok.. Adios Amigos.. aku kan berambus...

SIGN OUT....!

& a wilting flower left on the bench♥




@ 4:13 PM

You probably won't feel much like working today, anih. You may not be all that tired, but you probably will be bored and restless, and unable to focus. On days like this, it's best to concentrate on routine, mundane chores that you can do automatically. Get out your Walkman and put on your headphones. Take time to relax during a long, leisurely lunch, or perhaps brunch in a restaurant with friends. It's important to have some fun. Think of it as an exercise in balancing your usually oh so serious self!

* 95% lurus eh. Macam tahu saja. Haha ;P

& a wilting flower left on the bench♥




@ 3:13 PM

A woman went boating one Sunday taking with her some cans of coke which she put into the refrigerator of the boat. On Monday she was taken to the hospital and placed in the Intensive Care Unit. She died on Wednesday.
The autopsy concluded she died of Leptospirosis. This was traced to the can of coke she drank from, not using a glass. Tests showed that the can was infected by dried rat urine and hence the disease Leptospirosis. Rat urine contains toxic and deathly substances. It is highly recommended to thoroughly wash the upper part of soda cans before drinking out of them. The cans are typically stocked in warehouses and transported straight to the shops without being cleaned.
A study at NYCU showed that the tops of soda cans are more contaminated than public toilets ( i.e).. full of germs and bacteria. So wash them with water before putting them to the mouth to avoid any kind of fatal accident.
Please forward this message to all the people you care about.

[SO PLEASE WASH IT FIRST, B4 YOU DRINK OR JUST USE STRAW...]

& a wilting flower left on the bench♥




@ 2:45 PM

Tadi Me, my sis n my mum breakfast di Restoran Koperasi, Serusop. Hehe.. Seperti biasa gua mengambar makanan nya. Ntah ah.. jadi habit sudah. Tadi gue kepingin mahu makan mee. So gue oder Mee Mamak.

Sepertinya gue kekurangan idea untuk memblogging. Masa ani a bit busy lah. Maklum lah kalau sudah pelakian belayar, tugas bertambah hehe. Nah perayaan mula sudah, nda kamu jalan-jalan k,bandar? Cuaca jua macam nda mengizinkan ah. Hujan and berguruh saja.

& a wilting flower left on the bench♥