@ 10:28 PM

"Never say 'I love you' if you don't care. Never talk about feelings if they aren't there. Never touch a life if you mean to break a heart. Never look in the eye when all you do is lie. The cruelest thing a guy can do to a girl is to let her fall in love when he doesn't intend to catch her fall and it works both ways..."

& a wilting flower left on the bench♥




@ 10:08 PM

Almost two weeks barutah ku t,attend kelas malam. Been busy lately, so many things come up. Lagi pun Sumtymes jam nya clash sama ku kaja patang. Even ada jua kelas kami cancel. banyak kan ku catch up jua lah. Even papers yang mis bagi pun banyak yang alum tersusun k,fail.. Fuhh..

Tadi on the way balik, aku sampat mengambar cucul d,round about. Hari atu sudah ku intai. Tapi nda berapa tarang lah cuz aku lakas-lakas mengambar tadi sambil drive sementara menunggu kereta passing by d,round about ah. *Boys & girls don't try this ah* hehe. Pasal meriah bah usulnya.. maklum lah kan perayaan.. Birthday c,dyg atu pun nda g lama. hehe.

Meriah ni bulan July ah.. banyak cucul.. hehe. Alum lagi round k,bandar nanti sama kawasan istana.

Ermmm..yatah ganya yang gue sanggup celotehkan d,malam ini. Iyaa.. kepada teman-teman semua gue ucapkan SELAMAT MALAM & SWEET DREAMS. Atu ah :p

& a wilting flower left on the bench♥




@ 4:39 PM

Today gue craving for nasi lemak. So apa lagi aktiviti breakfast hari ani gue pilih di Restoran Koperasi Sepadu. Hehe sampai hajat. Tapi nda boleh d,amalkan ni ah. Lepas makan.. seperti biasa sakit badan. Ntah nafa kh ia.

Kan try ku jua d, Syaz cafe & restaurant. Ada ku cek arh blog ah. Nyaman usulnya. Ada ikan Bakar, kerang apa ah. Ermmm.. later.

& a wilting flower left on the bench♥




@ 9:54 AM

The truth is painful. Deep down, nobody wants to hear it, especially when it hits close to home. Sometimes we tell the truth because the truth is all we have to give. Sometimes we tell the truth because we need to say it out loud to hear it for ourselves. And sometimes we tell the truth because we just can't help ourselves. Sometimes, we tell them because we owe them at least that much
"Too often, the thing you want most is the one thing you can't have. Desire leaves us heartbroken, it wears us out. Desire can wreck your life. But as tough as wanting something can be. The people who suffer the most, are those who don't know what they want."

& a wilting flower left on the bench♥




@ 8:45 AM

I still rembember, the day u,re born. Masa atu final World Cup 2002, between Brazil vs Germany.. and Brazil won da champion. Lurus predict ku. Now..final EURO CUP 2008.. :)

HAPPY 6TH BIRTHDAY TO MY BABY-D
MOHD DANIAL HAKIM

DOA.. SEMOGA ANAK KU SEHAT SELALU, PANJANG UMUR, MENJADI ANAK YANG SOLEH DAN CEMERLANG.. AMIN..

& a wilting flower left on the bench♥




@ 10:44 PM

Holaa.. updatee! Today dang anih felt bored, lame n stress as well as kusut!! Moody!

Today gue shift pagi. Hari ani kami jadi buli. wahaha! Apa rasanya. Berjahat ani jangan sekali ;P

Quite hot weather jua ah dis few days.. Muha ku pun hitam sudah. Tadi ku kana tagurkan oleh my sis. Uwwaaa.. terpaksa tah ku berabis makai whitening ni. ;P. Well not so many things goin' on today.. Tdi baleks kaja nda g berehat tauz salin baju and prepare my son kan ke Pantai Serasa, cuz my niece celebrate sana. Kana tipn kami sudah cuz kami yang last contestant bah. My ipar g kan valeks k, Temburong. Sudah sampai ke muara ah, kana kol tia.. d,orang pack sudah kan valeks.. kweng3.. So kami ksana skajap lah, menyampaikan hajat hehe. Singgah membali asam-asaman.. wajib kali ah. So, afta dat k,lambak lah sambung upacara. Makanssss! Orang yang gagas tadi aher jua valeks.. emm biasalah aktiviti ambuyat!!

Hehe.. orytee dats all folks.. see u lator for anatha' story.. TOMMOROW BACK TO SCHOOL!!

So malam ani gue bz preparing everything, esp updating my son's homework. Ahaxs!! Soo..Tommolow everything's back to normal lah ;)

& a wilting flower left on the bench♥




@ 3:43 PM

"I didn't get it but you kept me in line
I didn't know why you didn't show up sometimes
It's something more than saying "I miss you"
But when we talked too
All them grown folk things
Separation brings
You never let me know it
You never let it show because
You loved me and obviously
There's so much more left to say
If you were with me today face to face
......
I never knew I could hurt like this
And everyday life goes on like
"I wish I could talk to you for a while"
"I wish I could find a way try not to cry"
As time goes by
And soon as you reach a better place
Still I'll give the whole world to see your face
And I'm right here next to you
It feels like you gone too soon
The hardest thing to do is say bye bye "

Bye-Bye
Mariah Carey

& a wilting flower left on the bench♥




@ 10:00 AM

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY NIECE, NURAMALINA A.K.A DD

DOA.. SEMOGA PANJANG UMUR.. BADAN SEHAT..MURAH REZEKI..

SENTIASA DILIMPAHI RAHMAT.. AMIN

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@ 11:10 PM

Boreng nya malam minggu.. hehe. Today gue shift patang. Lepas dari airport tauz k,flat beribi ambil my son arah my ipar. Kinda tired sikit lah and today d,ofiz boreng me ckit n sumthin yg ku fikirkan. Baibun tetap baibun so nda berapa terasa lah. Simpan aje... ;p

Orytee. balek kaja malam rehat skajap.. then minta dangani my sis membayar my credit cards bills. Ia pun boring jua. Plan kan pay my scb tapi 2 kali round d,Hua Ho mall ndada parking kali ah. So scb kebandar sajalah. Before dat singgah ke flat kami to take some stuff. Ke bandar pun payah parking, jalan g tutup sal ada tamu malam minggu. Ada parking jauh.. hehe. So nda ku jadi jua. Round-round bandar lah saja.

Ke Teguh Raya kan pay my ladies card.. CDM nya tia rusak. Eh.. nasib.. nasib!! Balek tah saja. Esok tah ku mikirkan eyh. Sasak ku sudah kan membayar bills ani.

Ok..blur, blank, bored... better go to sleep lah. Tommorow shift pagi.. Insha,allah balek kaja tauz k,Pantai Serasa.

Gud Nite everybody n Sweet Dreams...

& a wilting flower left on the bench♥




@ 1:40 AM

Just baleks from kaja malam. Pening kfala sedikit. Tadi telinga kamu berdesing lagi. Flight Air Asia nda b,borang kesihatan. Cmana boleh ani kan?? Hari-hari sudah cmani. Ada bukti borang sudah kami bagi bah disetiap Syarikat penerbangan.

Kmarin kata my frenz, Flight Air Asia nda jua b,borang. Eh, how come kan?? Problem eh. Ani mun kami kana sumpah, maki.. tahan tah saja telinga. Sorry to say yang pemarah ani mostly Bruneian.. How's that? Bukan jua kami sengaja. Kami pun nda mahu cmani. Tadi atu ada kana marahi sampai kan kan gtao pihak atasan ani bah. Astaga. Eh mbri nda b,mood kraja tadi. Yang heran nya tadi ada jua passenger mbagi kami form.. nda jua semua nda kana bagi. Still nda faham eyh. Ntah.. nda kana bagi or d,orang nda mahu mengisi.

Difikirkan siuk jua ah ada power kan memaki di dapan orang ramai ani. Siuk. Padahal sama-sama merasa cmana payah berkaraja ani. Apa boleh buat.. sabar saja. Tuhan saja tahu perasaan kami.

Eh.. malas kan difikirkan.. tapi mesti jua difikirkan. Ntah ler.. membari fobia jua.

Ok lah.. kan jadi kucing kpala hitam dulu menyubuk dapur.. karang pagi ada appointment lagi d,hospital.. orytee.. Sweet Dreams.

CHEERS!!

& a wilting flower left on the bench♥




@ 4:46 PM

Tengahari kami ke Kg Pengkalan Batu.. Semua k,sana cuz mlawat umah my ipar yang baru siap. So.. kami santai-santai lah disana sambil menjamu selera. All da kids mun berkumpul.. ermm biasalah. So, seperti biasa. gue ambil foto. Rugi jua.. kan kenangan.

Everybody dengan tugas masing-masing.. hehe

Miss Brunei from the year 2004 - 2008 ;D

*eh? nafa parut ku ato :(*

Action.. jangan tak action ;D

Tertutup bunga mawar~
Buka pintu mawar~
Datang seorang puteri~
Namanya ...*nama yang duduk tangah2*
Then after dat lari.. mencari target ... haha.
*bah lakastah mencuba*

Haha. imagin anak ku ramai cmani.. ;D

Sampat g main api.. astaaa

Well.. havin' fun tadi jua. We valexs around 2pm plus lah.. Ada yang blm valexs jua..Gambar yang lain untuk Album saja.. ;)

& a wilting flower left on the bench♥




@ 4:33 PM

Masa pagi tadi.. sementara memanaskan enjin kereta, ada ayam singgah d,garage keta. Tot kan m,gambar ni.. nah lari tia.! So, I take another pic lah. Saja mbuang borenx sambil test gambar lah. :p

Some of the pic ku edit. I love it, but not as perfect as a professional photographer punya pic. But ok lah for me.

Comments & complaint most welcome ;D

& a wilting flower left on the bench♥




@ 10:01 AM

Just woke up. Eh.. mbri bauri banai my dream ah. Adakah my N73 kana curi. Dalam my dream ramai orang macam passenger jua then ada counter apa. eyh. macam ku kenal dat place..., then my handphone ku ampaikan. Nda t,fikir jua kn kana ambil. Then macam ku realise sumthin' missing panya my handphone. Ku dail tah kan m,cek awal nya ringing then afta dat b,tukar tia operator luar negeri.

Ato banai.. menangis ku mana lagi dalam nya banyak sentimental value.. hehe. Then sudah gue sadar panya mimpi... hehe.. Alhamdulillah.. panya my handphone ani siring ku..OPERA MINI pun alum b,tutup since las nite :P

Eh... better ku careful apa-apa ani. Not just my belongings mcm handphone ani apa. But apa yang sekeliling ku ani.. Manatau ada yang ku lupa. We sumtymes lupa kan yang small matters ani. Lalai memikirkan yang big-big matters saja. Ahaxs! wat am I talking about?? :p

Yalah..What I meant is we alwez thinking bout this and that, but we forget there's sumthin' more valuable to take care of.. *erkk lurus kah english ku ato.. watever lah*

CHEERS!!

"None of us can do anything great on our own, but we can all do a small thing with great love." Mother Teresa

& a wilting flower left on the bench♥




@ 12:01 AM

So Sleepy..
So Boring..
So Lame..
So many things to do..
So many things that cross my mind..
So many things to rembember..
So many things to hate..
So.. I don't know what to do..

& a wilting flower left on the bench♥




@ 11:24 PM

Baru balek dari umah my ipar tadi. Celebrate simple saja. Membaca Doa Selamat tauz bertahlil. My grand papa balum lagi celebrate, cuz payah bah kan mengumpulkan peradian ani. Sibuk. hehe. Ok.. ani ada pic tadi.. nda banyak gue ambil. maklum malu.. my nephew n nephew meluahkan camera canggih d,orang :P. So me tumpang ngambil gambar sikit-sikit pkai my handphone saja.

Hajat kan mengambil gambar candid. Tapi jangan tah. Malu ku kamera Handphone saja. It's ok lah.

Lepas atu..bersantai semua mliat video my ipar d,Centrepoint Hotel masa ada artis dari Indonesia datang kemari. Nda salah ku masa launching broadband.

Ok then.. lapas atu semua valeks umah.. hehe. Nda banyak yang gue buat disini. Ok lah tadi happening n havoc.. hehe. Cuma my grandpa saja alum kami celebrate.

Orytee.. before I go. skali lagi gue ucapkan A Happy-happy birthday. God Bless U All.. Amin..

& a wilting flower left on the bench♥




@ 10:16 AM

Today is da birthday of my Grandpapa and My Sis-in-law.

HAJI BINI BIN WIR

SELAMAT HARI ULANGTAHUN YANG KE 75 TAHUN

NAEMAH BTE ZAINAL

SELAMAT HARI ULANG TAHUN YANG KE 50 TAHUN.

DI DOAKAN..

SEMOGA PANJANG UMUR..

DIKURNIAKAN BADAN YANG SEHAT..

DI MURAHKAN REZEKI..

SENTIASA DILIMPAHI RAHMAT..

AMIN..AMIN.. YA RABBAL ALAMIN..

P/S: BAH~ BELANJA TAH.. APA LAG!

& a wilting flower left on the bench♥




@ 11:19 PM

“To insure good health: eat lightly, breathe deeply, live moderately, cultivate cheerfulness and maintain an interest in life”

William Londen

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@ 10:38 PM

Esok kah pay day ani? hehe :p

So it's da time to pay all da bills lah ah!

Here is tha list of medicine that cure my Highblood presure :-

1. Bank Loan

2. Astro - nasib jua b,share :)

3. My kereta - nasib jua b,share :)

4. Tel Bru, E-Speed - nasib jua bshare :) LOL!

5. Prima.. tunggu kana msg oleh DST.. hehe

6. My credit cards

7. others expenses..!

Nah..leftovers baru tah ku gunakan untuk berbelanja..

Syukurtah.. usin jua namanya.. anyway.. ANY FINANCIAL ADVICE?? :p *u most welcome!*

Cuz I'm tired of paying bills ani bah.. kalau dapat kan ku kurang-kurangkan.

& a wilting flower left on the bench♥




@ 6:06 PM

Petang ani baru tah berkesempatan duduk batah with my lappy and m,cek emel and m,brownsing internet. hehe. Well. tadi shift pagi.. macam biasa.. ganya today quite lame and sunyi lah. Biasa saja nda macam selalu..

So.. there's nuthin' much to say.. it's just that today macam boring saja. Then mata mengantuk hantap. Otak pun nda berapa charging. Haha.

Ok..sini gue liatkan ada menu sedap saja. Curry kepala ikan d,Restoran Deanna. Same building sama tampat X-ray d,round about airport. I'm sure ur guys pernah kesana jua. Cuma.. sorry to say service waitress nya ku bagi 6/10 saja.. Sowee..

Ok lah.. sampai disini saja.. I will continue later..

& a wilting flower left on the bench♥




@ 12:54 AM

My most favourite picture. Taken at Pantai Meragang. Ato kaki ku sama my son Hazim.

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@ 12:36 AM

"Love is not about finding the right person, but creating a right relationship. It's not about how much love you have in the beginning but how much love you build till the end."

Submitted by Jumar

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@ 12:15 AM

Its already 0.15 am.. baru tah ku berkesempatan banai-banai memegang lappy ku.. hehe.

Kmarin pagi ganya.. sama tadi tengahari. Ato pun skajap. M,cek blog makai my hp saja. How u doin' everybody? Tadi gue Shift petang. My day today macam biasa.. Alhamdulillah. Passenger pun semua ceria-ceria. Cuma ada stress sikit d,ofiz tadi. Biasalah. Tapi baibun d,ofis tetap macam selalu. haha.

Me still tired.. kerja d,umah pun alum berapa selasai. Even kelas LCCI ku pun terbengkalai masa ani. Banyak kan ku update tu nanti.. Tapi chill ada masa.. ermm cmana tu??

Balek kaja tadi kami k,Jerudong Park bawa my kids. Sama-sama my ipar jua. Around 10pm tadi baru kami balek, tauz tah chill d, My Nest Cafe. tired pulang.. tahan saja lah. Bawa kids.. ksian jua kan. D,orang cuti sekolah. Kelulusan my ipar dari Temburong pun ada.

*photo will hupdatee later*

Ok lah.. it's time to take a nap.. hehe. Karang shift pagi. Hope everything goes well.

Amin..

& a wilting flower left on the bench♥




@ 4:24 PM

Someone I know.. ada lah not too close. Ntah ah.. he/she’s quite weird. As if apa saja yang di ceritakan nya arah kami, nda tahu which one yang banar. If ku bagi percentage, bout 15% saja lurus, da rest.. membual. Mun kami fikirkan membari ketawa pulang membari meluat ada jua. Bukan apa, try to be real bah. Hello.. look who’s talking? We’re grown ups.. even kanak-kanak pun if kitani tipu d,orang tahu tu. Haha.

Not try to be mean here.. but if u think back..what for kitani berlakon kan. Apa jua kan dimalukan arah diri kitani. It’s the fact kan. Buat apa kan mengikut-ikut rentak orang. Boleh lah untuk kebaikan. Tapi mun serba serbi kan d,akun and sometimes pura-pura nda tahu lah..eh macam SICK pulang sound nya. Adalah kitani menapoki kekurangan kitani tetapi ada sebab! But not in the hipokrit way.

Ehh.. antah ler.. aku pun nda jua perfect sangat. Apa komen orang tentang aku. Aku buat apa yang ku suka,. It’s real me.. Ada kawan aku terima.. If someone hates me. It’s ok. I don’t care jua. We nda dapat kontrol people dari suka kitani or hates kitani. As long we ikhlas. It’s just that me before ani terlampau reserve. Salah-salah bah.. Terlampau baik arah orang pun ada second thought. Biasalah kan married women. But I enjoy maself with close friends.

Even aku ada jua negative side.. Low self-esteem and kinda person yang pendendam sikit. And ada instinct if I know orang atu weird or whether he/she likes me or not. Haha. 55% accurate eyh! Now I’ll try to be more positive.. Try to be more pemaaf even it takes time to heal my wound inside..

So, ur guys cmana? Relax saja bah apa-apa ani ah. Isikan tah masa lapang dengan perkara yang sihat. Nda semestinya sehat dari jaga makan and exercise saja. I mean buat-buat lah apa yang patut. Berpijak tah dibumi yang nyata..doesn’t matter if kitani nda sama macam orang lain, kitani ada keistimewaan tersendiri jua yang dikurniakan Tuhan.. nda kamu realise kan??

Hehe.. CHEERS!

& a wilting flower left on the bench♥




@ 12:01 PM

We will stay young in life as long as we work toward something that we’re supposed to do.
Richard Rose

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@ 11:04 PM

Alhamdulillah.. sampai jua kami picnic hari ani. Cuaca pun alhamdulillah.. Awal atu macam mendung kan hujan.

Plan today kan ke Pantai Muara, then sudah ksana, waduh long queue keta ah.. Ato ramai~ Then kami bertukar destinasi ke Pantai Serasa. Then sudah kesana.. pusing-pusing macam nda berkenan jua tampat atu.. Then.. at last sudah mencapai kata sepakat.. Kami ke Pantai Meragang.. haha!

Eh.. dalam round-round d,Pantai Serasa tadi ah, Al-Kisah teliat tah ku orang memegang ular ah! eh mbri gali eyhh!

So.. check this outs..!!





Menunggu more pic dari camera CLEO lagi. Well. we enjoy our day tadi..Esok berkerja keras pasal kan merampak kereta ku sama menyasah baju.. wawa!

& a wilting flower left on the bench♥




@ 10:16 AM

....And don't tell me you're sorry cuz you're not
Baby when I know you're only sorry you got caught
But you put on quite a show
You really had me goin'
But now it's time to go
Curtains finally closin'
That was quite a show Very entertainin'
But it's over now
Go on and take a bow....

Riahanna

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@ 10:01 AM

Assalamualaikum..

Gud Morning peeps! How r ya? Sleep well? hehe

Me bangun pagi maseh bauri ni. Ada lagi mimpi yang menambah kan bauri.. mbri bistigfar.

Ok.. U guys have a great weekend ah.. Insha,allah kami kan picnic to Pantai Muara. Dis morning prepare everything. Hope everyhing goes well. Amin.

CHEERS!

& a wilting flower left on the bench♥




@ 2:13 AM

Time..
how quickly it flies.
We wish we had more of it,
and how we spend what little we have..

Grey's Anatomy

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@ 2:05 AM

Here I am.. not sleeping yet. Just have my showa tadi. My kids pun already sleep. Having fun tadi, lepak arh my mum. Walaupun sat nite nda outings.

Now.. I'm so worry cuz my hubby said d,Bangkok masa ani ada rusuhan.. something related about democracy kah apa. If d,orang kan kemana-mana kana jaga oleh askar. That place lagi ada gangsta. Astaa.. Bertawakal. Mudahan Tuhan melindungi d,orang d,sana dan selamat kembali ke, Brunei.. Amin...

Ermm.. well the time seems berlalu cmatu saja. What happen tdi whole day, yesterday, boleh sudah di consider history. . Leave the memories, yang nda akan berlaku lagi.. or it happens.. ermm.. maybe? cuma nda sama macam yang awalnya..Oh... I miss everything.

What’s going to happen today, tommorow and the day after tommorow still a mystery. Hope everything’s going well, seperti yang diharapkan. Amin..

Ok.. gue mahu tidoi duluan. It’s just that I’m still waiting for my wish to be granted. Don’t know when.. sooner or later.. maybe? or.. it’s not going to be happen at all..

Only God knows...

& a wilting flower left on the bench♥




@ 10:01 PM

Suppose tonite kan arh my friend, Izah bbq. But cannot make it, cuz hujan labat beribut and we kan prepare barang untuk k,pantai Muara esok. Tapi macam malas rasanya kan jalan jua, esok pagi saja kali.. kawan my sis c,CLEO lagi datang k,umah. So apa lagi.. kami lepak arh my mum saja b,wirelesss...

Fake smile kah tu?? LOL! payah ku mujuk d,orang kan bergambar ni.

Updateee.. Kami ber barter trade lagu, m,blogging, m,transfer-transfer file.. tapi most of all m,HAVOC kan suasana and makans!! LOL! Hancussss wahahaha!

Updatee.. sedang b,chatting sama my hubby and Jimmm.... hehe. Ani kami sedang menunggu my sis c,antz balik membawa tapau. wawawa..

YATAH SATURDAY NITE KAMI NI... UWAAA...Watever it is.. we enjoy our nite sambil m,dangar lagu.

Ok ler.. out duluan...Gud nite ah n sweet Dream..

& a wilting flower left on the bench♥




@ 4:32 PM

"That was a memory.
That's what it's like sometimes.
It doesn't always come back all at once,
it can happen in bits and pieces.."

& a wilting flower left on the bench♥




@ 3:36 PM

Hye Guys! Gud Aftanoon! How Are Ya?

It's raining again. Dalam asyik chatting sama Jimm., nda sadar hujan labat ah. Apa lagi berlari lah kuar membangkit kain. haha..

Well.. tadi shift pagi. Hari ani akhir bangun ah.. Apa lagi rushing lah. Haha melampau. D,opis kami, macam biasa lah kecoh. haha. Tambah lagi kami ceta-ceta kisah zaman sekolah rendah dulu masa kami kana ambat oleh chegu. Tkana ku memegang garisan panjang tadi kan mengambat c,azim. Ia kan menutup radio, masa ada lagu kegemaran ku.

Ok.. cali kan masa zaman skolah rendah dulu.. ampit ku kana ambat pkai garisan. Ingat ku maseh Cikgu Matematik kami.. Bila lapas ia merait buku.. Katanya " 4,3,2,1 kedapan!" so apa lagi yang markah nya randah, including me.. k,dapan tah. Ready tangan, kana ambat lah.. merah jua and sedap.. haha. Eyh kalau ku ingat.. ketawa jua.. cuz aku ato manangis bah. fikir kana kesian, then.. malatop!..kana ambat jua bah... haha.

C,azim lagi ceta..mun kana kubit arah dada sampai t,angkat bah badan ah. Ehh sakit kali ah. Fikir-fikir kan macam ndada psikologi bah ah. Tapi kitani faham pulang perasaan cegu..mungkin stress bah. Tapi hilang pulang hormat anak murid tu. Mun masa ani pun anak ku mlawan, f ku marah-marah saja. Ok lah kisah dulu tu. Masa ani? maseh lagi kah kana praktik kan cara ato? kureng pasti.. so far kata my son.. nda lagi. Kalau setakat teriak-teriak biasalah tu kan. Tahap kesabaran sebagai manusia ani bah.. haha!

Ok lah.. to chegu2 jangan marah ah..! saja kan flash back. Tapi brutal pulang cara ato. Pernah dulu ada cegu memukul anak murid sampai patah garisan kali ah! ish!ish! brutalisma! Hopefully nda lagi ada masa ani..

Well what can I say.. watever it is.. ENJOY UR WEEKEND guys!!!

& a wilting flower left on the bench♥




@ 11:44 PM

Currently listening to Anuar Zain. Just have a conversation with my hubby from Bangkok. We miss him..

Ok.. Nite-Nite everybody and Sweet Dreams.. and May God Bless you all.. Amin

Sleep oh blessed sleep,

the place where I can dream,

of all that I do need

my energy to keep.

Sleep oh blessed sleep,

The place of future hope,

in places far away,

and love for me to keep

Sleep oh blessed sleep

Lull me with your content,

Keep me ever safe my

souls sanity to keep

Sleep oh blessed sleep,

Let me emerge at morn,

With clearer thought and mind,

with no more need to weep

By Ak Amilin

& a wilting flower left on the bench♥




@ 1:20 PM

Today’s Wardina’s birthday party. My biras punya anak buah or cucu kali tu nda salah ku. Mama nya kami panggil c,Ayang. Jemputan pukul 10-10.30 am. Akhir ku sikit terbangun.. sudah siap me n my kids baru kami jalans. Before, I have to ambil my niece Basirah d,kolam sama Lina n Azrul d,lambak.

HAPPY 6TH BIRTHDAY TO WARDINA
SEMOGA PANJANG UMUR AND HAPPY SELALU..
AMIN..

Aikk.. ada jua SUSHI.. hehe

I have to leave early tadi around 12 aftanoon, cuz kan kaja. Hujan labat yo. Habis basah gue tadi masa otw ke, kereta.

Orytee.. go to go now.. Thanx Ayang for the invitation, We enjoy the party tadi.

C u later guys..Gue mahu kraja. Have a Good Day...

& a wilting flower left on the bench♥




@ 3:01 AM

It’s 1.00 am.. Buat-buat menunggu kapal from Kota Kinabalu landed.. mengambar-gambar di dalam aipot ku. Boring and sunyi kalau time kaja malam ani. Except kalau ada passenger baru meriah. So kami membuat-membuat keraja apa yang patut lah.. hehe..

1.40 am

Sudah selasai kraja, before balik lepak kami skajap diluar airport arah kawasan tangga.. mengambil kesempatan ku mengambar bulan.. Walau pun gambarnya nda seberapa.. saja mbuang boring....But, I like.. :)

Suasana pukul 1.50 am.. *roughly* .. road menuju ke highway Gadong..

Kawasan Sekolah Menengah Berakas and Barek Polis. Kadang-kadang ada Road Block sini.

Orytee.. aku sampai k,umah nda salah ku dalam 2.00am. Sal rumah ku nda jauh dari airport. sampai dirumah my eldest son tidur sudah. Yang c,hakim balum. Maseh main game. My sis jaga d,orang tadi. Thanx.

Then.. tidorkan c,hakim.. mama nya buat coffee and m,blogging skajap. hehe..

Oppss.. it's already 3.23 am. mau tido duluan.. karang pagi lagi ada invitation birthday di restoran Q-lap.

& a wilting flower left on the bench♥




@ 6:23 PM

Haloo.. ;)

Just came back dari mliat wayang HULK with my kids n my sis.. sure everybody mliat sudah kan. So I don't have to tell everything. hehe. Skadar jua aku ani :P

Siuk critanya, and HULK nya kiutt.. yang last-last part getting more intresting. P yang paling ku suka last skali ada Robert Downey JR muncul ah *He's hot*.. keke.. Usulnya ceta atu To Be continue. Manatau bergabung sama Iron-Man. Bagi yang suka baca komik tahu tu. Cuz tdi my sis mrista huby nya gto ada tu dari komik nya yang dulu.

Orytee.. till here then.. to get ready for kaja malam n bagi my kids dinner lagi.. C ya later guys!

"..... at least I walk you to the station..."

& a wilting flower left on the bench♥




@ 2:26 PM

Ajal dan maut di tangan Tuhan.. nda dapat kitani elakkan. Kalau lah kitani tahu bila ajal kitani..

Tinggal lah kenangan bersama yang tersayang. Rindu setiap perkara yang dilakukan bersama nya. Hanya tangisan yang mengiringi kitani bila saat terkenangkan orang atu kan.. tapi apa boleh buat Tuhan lebih sayangkan d,orang.

Berat ku kan membuat ni.. tapi untuk di share bersama. Tadi aku receive text from one of my family member.. Ia miss kan someone her love yang sudah meninggalkan kami and I really miss her too. Miss kami berkumpul every weekend d,umah nya. Masa ani banyak sudah berubah..

Takziah untuk Dj Lydia yang kehilangan ibu tersayang dan My frenz Norasiah yang kehilangan Bapa mertua nya..

AL-FATIHAH...

& a wilting flower left on the bench♥




@ 11:21 AM

*pic lureh ku d,aipot.. tenung tah untuk exercise mata and oxygen..*

Hye.. Gud Morning peeps! How r ya? Hope U have a gud Day...

Eh... macam kan hujan saja pagi ani.. patang sudah hari ato. Apa plan today?

Gue insha,allah mau bawa my kids n sis liat movie kali. Cuz malam ani, esok n lusa gue kraja. So no time.

Ok lah... enjoy in everything u do ya.. c u later guys..

& a wilting flower left on the bench♥




@ 12:03 AM

“Perhaps our eyes need to be washed by our tears once in a while, so that we can see Life with a clearer view again.”

& a wilting flower left on the bench♥




@ 11:25 PM

Done! hehe.. baru tah ku siap memanyap baju n bilek malam ani. Masa patang tadi, aku limpang2 saja dikatil. Chat sama my niece, ipar & Jimm. Macam malas rasanya kan bangun. Bangun ku pun skajap2 menunggu arahan dari my kids.. hee..biasa lah kalau mood kureng sikit n penyakit 'M' datang. Baik jua kelas kensel. And hate to say this.. I Miss Him.

Tadi pagi sudah ada mesej mbri ku bauri. My sis in law mesej asking pukul brapa k,aipot cuz my hubby belayar hari ani, then suruh pasani my hubby " Ubat jangan lupa d,bawa" Nah, bauri tah ku lagi.

Then.. tadi patang..thanx to my friend Izah, inform me tadi result MTTSR kuar sudah. So I bawa my bro k,sana mliat result nya together wit my mum n kids. Awal sudah ku pasani my brother, Just get ready watever the result is. Sudah sampai disana..aku memerhatikan my mum n bro berdiri dapan pintu mliat result.. usulnya mcm lain saja. Then ku liat my bro ndada memegang any surat, means the result is.. ia nda dapat lah..

I can't stop feeling guilty meliat my bro tadi. What to do..rezeki ndada.. Mybe next time. Don't worry lah.. Still banyak masa.. U still young.. Just don't stop berusaha and tawakal..

Tonite.. While ku bz m,blogging and chat sama my frenz, Lina & hubby.. my mum mliatkn kami album lama-lama. Flash back eyh..macam-macam kan diliat.. ada yang passed away sudah. Bila mliat part gambar yang cali ato, apa lagi havoc lah kami tadi wit my mum & sis. Slahau bah, mliat usul dulu sama masa ani jauh bezanya. LOL!

Eh ada-ada saja. Siuk jua santai-santai sambil my mum mbuatkan kami coffee.. hee thanx mama ;)

Apa-apa ani mun kan dikanang.. macam-macam.. ada yang sedih, ada yang cali-cali.. Well.. what can I say.. That's the way it is.

Ok lah.. aher sudah.. gue mau bawa my kids balek umah and tido.. Nite-nite everybody. Have a Sweet Dreams ayte... Hope for a better day tommorow.. Amin

& a wilting flower left on the bench♥




@ 2:51 PM

"Action may not always bring happiness, but there is no happiness without action".

- Benjamin Disraeli

& a wilting flower left on the bench♥




@ 2:14 PM

Lapas dari airport, kami breakfast dulu d, Axtivo cafe & restaurant. Baru 1st time d,sana kan mencuba. Ok lah jua menu nya. Kan CHILL pun ok.. the environment nya COOL!! hehe. WiFi pun ada. * The food healthy jua.. cuz d,orang serve with less salt, less oil* lupa ku mengambar sign nya atu.

Amacam? taisliur? hehe.. we enjoy our breakfast.. altough me mare-mare kan ulah my son yang gauk.

Ok.. c u later with my other story.. keke. Mahu selasaikan kaja duluan.. Loads of works waiting for me at home.. fuhh. Exhausted!!

& a wilting flower left on the bench♥